What the fuck is wrong with me? Every time I try to open up ZOA and knock out at least SOME work on it, I become useless.

I don't know what the fuck it is...

Everything I'm depressed about either has nothing to do with Newgrounds (or the internet in it's entirety for that matter) or the fact that I haven't completed ZOA yet. WHAT'S THE DEAL!?

Everything would be better if ZOA is just DONE, so why can't I finish it!?

I don't understand myself.

*sigh*...I gotta go to court tomorrow morning to find out WHEN they actually want me in court this week (I lost the original paper that told me the date and time) and I also gotta find out WHY they want me...I haven't been pulled over in half a year, and I thought we were straight. Apparently not, as it would seem.

Then I gotta up-the-job hunt, and I gotta get money to fix up my car....

...I probably shouldn't rant here...

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